2009 Wrap-Up :)

2009 was awesome i guess. so lets see the highlights of 2009. according to me though haha.


Best Movie of '09:500 Days Of Summer
Best Album of '09:Saosin's In Search Of Solid Ground
Best Event/Show of '09: MxPx Live in Malaysia
Best Song of '09: TDWP's Dez Moines
Highest Points of '09: Last Day of School
Lowest Points of '09:throughout the whole mid-year period.
Precious Moments of '09:Last New Year's Celebration,Ezza's Birthday,Meeting Alia Nordin,Go Green Party.



remember this is all according to me okay. haha. 2009 also had been great because ive completed all my new year's resolution/what-to-do-this-year list!. ive also completed school and this year especially nearing the end of 2009 has been a dream come true for me. lets hope 2010 is better with new resolutions and new goals to be achieved. haha :)

BD117A094 ,you're done! :)

after 11 years in that uniform, after waking up in the early morning almost everyday to go to the same place again and again,after meeting the same faces again and again. im finally done with school and all its dramas and bullshits.


high school has nothing but brought me alot of bitter and ugly memories. the school ,the people in the school and everything that has to do with that school. i hated my school soo much that i can puke if i hear anything about it again. yeah it is that bad and after all ive been through, there's no chance in hell ill miss high school. no way.

well a new chapter in life awaits me now,with different stories,different people and new stuffs. ive been whining all time that i cant stand this school and this town,well now i can brag all day because i have finally went through high school. i cant wait for new adventures. the REAL world awaits now. haha. :)


well,this verse in 'the taste of ink' by the used sums up everything im feeling right now.
thank you everyone.

This could be my chance to break out
This could be my chance to say goodbye
At last it's finally over
Couldn't take this town much longer
Being half dead wasn't what I planned to be
Now I'm ready to be free

So here I am it's in my hands
And I'll savor every moment of this
So here I am alive at last
And I'll savor every moment of this.


yeah ill savour every moment of this alright! hahaha :)

blogging has lost its fun

yeah ive havent been updating my blog cause i dont see any purpose into it. furthermore i do blog once in awhile in myspace so theres no need to blog here anymore lagi lah kan.
haha but ill be updating if something important comes up aite.

eventhough i dont blog as often anymore i still tengok2 blog2 yang sentiasa dihati seperti ali's ,sylvia's ,ariff's and much more. haha. just to inform you guys hehehe.


ohkayy thats all bye2 ! :)

Words Version 2.0

Hey hey,inspired by ariff's blog post. ive decided to post one about some lyrics that have caught my attention. well, here goes.

I look up to the sky,
There may be nothing there to see.
But if I don't believe in Him
Why would He believe in me?
-From Chelsea Smile by Bring Me The Horizon

The truth is you could slit my throat,and with my one last gasping breath,I apologize for bleeding on your shirt
-From Your So Last Summer by Taking Back Sunday

Im half way there,its all on me. This is what i get for wanting more,for wanting more
-From Im Content With Losing by Underoath

Well you'll never find it,If you're looking for it
-From Blue and Yellow by The Used

You say,its not what you do,its what you're thinking of,i say its just an excuse,its what you put across
-From Be The One by The Ting Tings

The legs of your lover,Have spread for another
-From Life In A Museum By A Static Lullaby

We are the nobodies,Wanna be somebodies,
When we're dead, they'll know just who we are
-From The Nobodies by Marilyn Manson


Get up and go outside it can help your mind to,get up dont hide away.
-From Winning Days by The Vines

We don't need no education,
We don't need no thought control.
No dark sarcasm in the classroom.
Teachers, leave them kids alone
-From Another Brick In The Wall by Pink Floyd

Love can be such a beautiful torture
-From As You Wish by Alesana

Profit: zero, achievement: zero
-From Dez Moines by The Devil Wears Prada

She had the eyes of a angel
With the heart of a traitor
And a gun with a trigger
In her hand pointed at her
-From Dressed For Friends Request by Drop Dead,Gorgeous.


Was it an angel that knocked on my door?
Or was it the wind?
Or was it you?
-From Live Forever by The Rasmus


She's the blade and you're just paper.
and you're afraid cuz she's got closer.
-From She's The Blade by Sugarcult


Seems every station on the TV,is selling something,No one can be
-This is the end by Anti-Flag

alright that's all i can think of right now. enjoy! and do check the songs out
all of them are cool :)

Kritikan Dan Cemuhan

kadang2 aku tak faham kenapa sesetengah manusia rendah sangat taraf akal dan fikirannya sampai sanggup membuang masa mengutuk,mengeji dan memfitnah orang . Mereka ni sanggup menyebarkan cerita2 buruk orang sejauh mana yang mereka boleh,walaupun benda tu mereka tahu tak mendatangkan faedah kepada mereka sendiri pun. mungkin mereka puas setelah melakukan sedemikian? entahlah.



Kata lah cerita yang disebarkan ada kebenarannya pun,yang kau susah2 nak pergi kecoh2 tu kenapa ya? kurang faham lah. aku tahu aku bukanlah orang yang beragama sangat,tapi aku tahu membawa cerita2 ni walaupun ada kebenarannya berdosa bukan?lagipun,janganlah sibuk hal orang,diri sendiri tu taklah sempurna mana kan? kalau Tuhan jadikan kau tu sempurna gila,boleh la lagi. ini diri sendiri pun banyak buat salah.sampai orang tak suka,boleh pulak dia tu nak kutuk orang lain.




korang pun mesti pelik kenapa aku tiba2 mcm ni kan? seriously weh,aku tak peduli langsung sesiapa nak mencemuh,mengeji mengkritik,mengutuk aku pun.kenapa ya? sebab korang tak cukup penting untuk aku peduli,kalau mak aku,ayah aku,buat mcm tu,ya aku risau sebab aku tau mereka penting,and aku nak bagi impression terbaik buat diorang,tapi setakat korang tu,haha. mungkin terlalu kejam,tapi korang mati pun aku tak peduli lah. aku voice out sebab korang dah start buat kerja korang tu dekat orang2 yg penting bagi aku.korang kutuk mereka mcm mulut korang tu mak ayah tak pernah didik kan?




aku harap korang yang terlibat sedarlah apa yang korang buat,and orang yang tak terlibat pun ambil lah ikhtibar. nanti korang terkena lagi teruk pula aku senyum ajalah ya. pernah dengar karma?.

School's Out.

hey hey dah lama kan.
haha.exam's over.its quite hard but its over.yeah soo that means mid year holiday is here!!
this is the last time for you form 5 people wanna go out and have fun! Wanna know why? because after this SPM trials are getting near.soo kena ah study kan.
soo what are you doing reading my blog people?? go out there and have fun! haha

im planning on a vacation with my friends.ill update this blog later if that happens aite.


toodles.

U-Turn

hey hey its already May.

haha.Yeah we're getting nearer to the middle of the year.And im getting one step closer to SPM
Shit yah! haha.

But,em i dont know why im getting happier with my life every single day now.Instead of thinking all day on how my life could be better im actually improving my life literally.

I started taking some things into my own hands now and i realize that if i really wanted something,and put my mind into it,it is not possible that i can get it.Nothing is impossible right? haha.Even though you have to take an alternate route to reach that goal.Even though it isnt what u planned at first,at least you get what you want.right eh?

Alright enough of the crap.
Erm im taking piano lessons now and im also learning how to read music.ive been thinking,if i love playing music soo much.i best learn to play it the right way.and playing the piano is really challenging.Its fun yet challenging.im really excited about it although i do start quite late.look im seventeen and just getting started.haha but who cares?.

Also im increasing my effort in my studies.And im planning to start the preparations for exams soon.I really really really want to do well in my SPM trials examination.Because ive heard most private universities are more interested in your trials result than your actual SPM result.Its kinda weird eh? haha.anyways im not taking any chances soo im trying my equal best on both examinations.

Aite that's all i got the time for.
toodles!